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Something happens to me, it should be sad thing but I have so many babes and abang kesayanganku so I feel much more better now, not like two years ago. Sad for like a week or two. 

Thought of doing many things with him together and now all vanished, not anymore. I let him go, caz he can't accept the way I handle things so why not? We're not meant to be together. If you love me you should accept my everything right? I don't want to change, and will never change.

I thought I might like the famous blogger XiaXue, marry to a white and live happily ever after. You would say I let go the chance, but if I really do married him, we won't live happily ever after too, caz he wants me to change but I don't want. I won't be happy. I don't like people who force me to do something, I said I don't want then I mean it, so I won't force you to do it when you say you want/don't want to do something. That's the way I treat people and stuff.

I don't talk much, I'm not a active person, should say I'm kinda passive in several ways. I keep my thought, almost all of them, and yeah that's me. Maybe just with someone I really really close to I will tell them everything. Like Momo♥


It's kinda sad actually, someone you chat with every single day is now leaving you and never come back, I'll need some time to get use to it. Its like a tattoo, I have it because I want it forever, and now I'm removing it, it will hurts or maybe even left a scar but that's what I want. Deep breath and the sun will rise still.


cheers, Sophie